Wildboys Reunion

Had a wildboyz reunion with Dinesh yesterday. Had my Accounts paper yesterday and shit loads of people said they were in for the supp paper too. I think I'm a perennial fan favourite.

Exco was supposed to have meeting yesterday but in the end it got cancelled, turnout, 2. Dinesh and me. Dropped by Army market yesterday. It was nice catchin' up with Dinesh, talkin' about everything and filling up the 'around 6 months' gap. Findin' for Firewood and parangs is a bitch. Every shop kepy referring us to another shop and on and on. Walked all the way to Arab street and started makin' fun of everything. I seriously had a good time today. The only bitch was that I had to start the day doin' accounts.

I guess this means my semester is over and I won't see guys like Fahreeq, Gary and so on and so forth, not forgettin' the police station's best friend, Hiro Takinaka, and Peter North's No. 1 fan Random Ryan. All the shit we usd to do durin' class. I remember how most lectures were actually outside the theatre.

Meetin' again today. Got all the stuff I need accept a parang and my night vision goggles which my father scolded me bad words when I asked for one.

'YOJI, when are you going to stop ignoring me?'

Yoji told me to tell you that maybe he might stop ignoring you if you start to pay attention to him.

I feel like a jerk

I feel like and idiot, it seems 'disturbing smses and msn conversation last night' wasn't done by me. Like I said, I'm confused and you're drivin' me crazy.

Kennth saw my pee pee today

Today was quite a fruitful day. Firstly, my mum screwed up mornin' mood by shoutin' at me. Then it was off to school. Met Char Char to take her laptop to steal songs for LTC. Then met Kenneth and Jerald and Audrey and Haini and Amanda and Sabrina. Saw Sam on the way but I don't know why but I just tried my best not to look at her because someone who wanted to die so badly was there too. I don't know, maybe I just was angry when I saw what I saw when I looked back. I guess it's the same old stuff once again. Really gettin' sick of it and feeling so uneasy. I have no idea why. It's damn fucked up, seriously.

I feel as if it's just like 50 first dates, where everyday you wake up and 'your slate get wiped clean' so I gotta make you 'fall in love' with me all over again everyday. I mean, Drew had a reason, she has brain damage. This sounds mean but what's your excuse? Sorry. I don't know what you call what we because I really don't knowwhat to call it. Talkin'? Non sexual flirtin'? Companionship? Or just plain Rebound? Well, I told you shit loads last night, it came from the heart, but I guess you find it 'disturbing smses and msn conversation last night'. I'm so sorry. I just feel like burstin' out right now. I guess maybe all this also means nothing to you.

Later on Kenneth and I spent like 3 hours talkin' about the stupidest stuff in the world. Tried differen pushups, arm lifting. We realised how to be Raman, lift kettle with your arms and you'll tranform, even your voice. Fuckin funny lah. Then the topic changed to pubic hair, it's like a hot topis between Ken, Raman and me. Then we were talkin' about normal dick length and all sorts of temperature and length differences. Then off to the library to study.

The most unlikely happened. Luvena messaged me, kinda shocked but it was worth it. Ha Ha Ha. Bet Ester's gonna tell Luv. Then it was off to Mac's for dinner and more conversation.

Walked to the station and just sat upstairs and just started talkin' the trains away. I feel I got to Kenneth a whole lot better and I have much more respect for him now.

Jerald was damn funny la, Pg became Bg then Tg. Damn blur lah you dude! Funny guy.

Some dude tried to steal Audrey's taxi and I'm listenin' to Akon right now.

AFA tomorrow and I feel I still don't know shit about accounts. Accounts and me, is like tongue and elbow. They will never meet.

Oh ya, was talkin' to Jacob last night. He He He
He's a premature ejaculator

Is there a Mr. No. 3?

Now this made me smile today,

"only 2 things made me smile today,


1 you're a dream come true
2 just wanna be with you
3 girl its plain to see that you're the only one for me
4 repeat steps 1 2 3.
5 make you fall in love with me
and when i believe my work is done,
i'll start back at one

&

Anti-Hero Veteran says:

tui bu qi wo bu shi hua ren wo de hua yi bu hui dui ni hen hao "


Like I said, I'm confused half of the time 'coz when I read, I really don't know, Mr. Babi, Mr makes you smile a lot or Mr. No. 3. Is there a Mr. No. 3? Please tell me 'coz I'm quite restless.

Cool Shit!

This is to all the girls who want Kar Wei.

Where's LTC I/C?

There's the LTC I/C doin' some serial taggin' and commentin' and his website is www.NYP/SBM/LTC/07.com.

Bloody Joker!

Hiro and Boa NOT! And a little Sam

Am I Pweety? Hiro's new friendster pic, "LOL my bestt friendd is the policemann"

Nope, she's pretty!

Sometimes, I never know when 'you' is him (Mr. Babi) or him as in me(Mr. makes you laugh and smile). Damn it's frustrating. I might seriously beat him up like how Jia Hao and I almost beat up that foreign bodies dude who hangs out with Sabrina.

P.S. I bought a hockey stick yesterday for two reasons. One was 'cause it was cheap, the other, you'll find out soon! Had a briefing for the Facilitators yesterday. Brief-ded the TEPs and IPPs seperately. Then it was off to Ang Mo Kio for Logistics. Shopped the entire of NTUC and still we couldn't buy everything. Not very extra after all.

Walked around AMK central and settled down for Stingray. Then continued shoppin'. The long way back pushing trolleys full of shit was the shit! Grace and I raced with Qiu Qiu and Jess. Fuckin' funny. Finally when we reached back, it wasn't over, labelling and packin. Then stated on the grouping. It was quite a fun day actually!

But when I think of it all, walking on the boulevards (hint hint), it does look fishy from cerain points of view. I guess, this might be another Kulaa. I hope not. I think maybe it's kinda working out, slowly. Very slowly..... too slowly.....

Anyways, I seriously feel happy everytime I wake up and see a mesaage from you. Hope you feel the same way too. I seriously wish Mr. Babi would stop maing things difficult and just you know, die or get run over by a heard of pigs.

Hold on

You keep your distance I can't deny you I've got the feeling Can't satisfy you I've got your picture on the wall I got the picture, long gone You keep your wishes I'll keep my feelings There goes another one That kept me breathing I'm waiting for you I know your leaving I still adore you You never leave me
Hold on, I found another way to let you go away Hold on, You found another way to bleed my soul away
The things you told me To hear you speak I'm burning slowly I'm growing weak You bring me closer to yesterday Yesterday's a million miles away Why can't you hear me? Why can't I sleep And I don't understand What keeps me breathing I'm waiting for you I know your leaving I'll still adore you You'll never need me
Hold on, I found another way to let you go away? Hold on, You found another way to bleed my soul? away

It isn't rocket science.

You know how when you're feeling really sad, and you'd wish the one person you message would be the one who actually takes the effort to listen and talk to you to make you feel better?

You seemed like trouble the first time I laid eyes,
like a concoction gone awfully wrong.
Made all those nonchalent feelings in me suffice.
Was it bad to try to make our 'love' strong?
Then you ask me "What love?"
Someone added too much Chemical X to your Chromosones
Why fly

This is all I got and then I realised I'm puttin' in too much effort. It's a waste, I have no idea. Let me know Sam.

I keep telling myself

I took you off my friendster, I took you off my links. I try not to go to your blog or your friendster profile. I try not to think of you but I just can't help but get pulled deeper.

I rushed down to take care of you, I sponge you and ice you down. I stay up late and wake up early to make sure you're okay. I plug out my beloved Belinda and bring it down for you and yet, you still treat me like I'm nothing. I cursed you and it came true, happy? Hangin' up and switchin' off your phone is just another way off tellin' me that you just can't handle the stuff I tell you 'coz maybe it's just so fuckin' true. You have a fucked up attitude and you better change it before you really find yourself alone in a hospital.

I keep telling myself not to love you anymore but it's hard.

On a lighter less emotional note, I wa sstudyin with Kenneth and Jia Hao the other day. We practically talked and got to know each other more better. One thing that Jia Hao said really left an impression on me. He said that it's funny how people start to pray in their own religion and hope things will tun out good without even doing anything to make it happen. What he said was that religion was 'supposedly' the last resort, as in once you've tried everything and it can't help, turn to religion. Not implyin' that it's at the bottom of the list but it shouldn't be the one and only ya.

Today was Stats and it sucked big time. SBM meeting lasted damn long today. Headed back around 11.

Slipknot helps most of the time the rest is up to Matchbox Twenty
I guess....

She said - while you were sleeping
I was listening to the radio
And wondering what you're dreaming when
It came to mind that I didn't care
So I thought - hell if it's overI had better end it quick
Or I could lose my nerve
Are you listening? - can you hear me?
Have you forgotten?

Shizzle with the nizzle, ya'll

I don't know why but the radio seems to have gone down in music quality. It seems that every night, durin Carrie Chong's show, I hear songs older than me and songs that people like my dad and sis listen to. I guess it's either the industries are not makin' new voices or the new voices are really really bad. Electronica and Reggaeton seem to be the 'it' music. I don't know, maybe I'm just listening to the radio durin' these shows. Mainstream pop sounds like emo pop now. Rock seems to have lost it's graphite. It's either emo songs or fast beats. "Put your hands up for detroit!" I hear this song everyday I listen to the radio. Some DJ mix with a very electronic beat.

To all those people who think Indie rock is a genre of rock where people sing 'indie-y', it's not! Indie rock is independent rock, where groups are either not signed to record labels or signed to independent labels.

I love it when people say, "Oh my favourite kind of music is Indie rock!". I give a little laugh in my head.

I rememer that day when Kenneth and I were takin' the escalator up in CWP, and we saw Kar Wei, we were already halfway up and he tried to run up to meet us, he dropped something while coming up so he had to go down to take it, then he just walked away dejectedly. FUCKIN' FUNNY!

Tuk Tuk Tuk Da Da Da

http://youtube.com/watch?v=omVq43RhVXI

Can you imagine, sittin' on a train, everything's quiet, then all of a sudden, "ting ting ting ting ting tong tong ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting ting tong tong, I wonder if you know, how they live in tokyo, if you say it then you mean it then you really have to go" You know the rest.

Been at Tan Tock Seng recently where they kill people. Mandy's inhabiting their residency. I was readin' the IPP book, what's Handovered? Isn't it handed over? Anyways, I was laughin' at her half of the time becuase of her childish ways, in some ways it's cute. But it's also very annoyin'. Brought down my Xbox for her today.

Durin Chinese New Year, my grandmother asked me to fix her clock 'coz she broke it while prayin' ( I think the holy spirit came and dwelled in her and she was taken over by such goodness in her, she jerked and knocked the clock over). My mum was sayin, " Why don't you let Lawrence fix it?" "No, I want Leeboy." "How about Chris?" "NO, I want leeboy." Brought it over to her today and also fixed her chair which SOME PEOPLE were supposed to fix weeks ago.

Bought a shit load of cards too. Dropped by block 8 uncle's place today.Yesterday was quite funny, with Charlene, Kenneth and I havin' a little Comment war.

Bumped into Kai just now, still the same old friendly bugger!

First Friday of a kind

Yesterday was the first time I rolled, it was fun but I sucked at it.

Rushed down to school for the LTC briefin' I have to say, I expected it to go awfully wrong but Jess and Janice were down early and everything was good. Kudos to you guys, only problem...

We forgot eatin' untensils and cups! Ha Ha Ha Too ba, sub comm's gotta do it.

Spoke to Blessann just now. I have to say, I was quite happy at the fact that she could talk to me so nicely about what we talked about. Like I said, I don't hate people, I may dislike you but only for a short period of time because it usually rubs off me by the next day. Right now, I don't hate anyone, but yes I do dislike one person, but he is not even from NYP. I don't hold grudges, I find them useless and a waste of time. Yes, when we type things out online, it's there for everyone to see. However, I see no honour in talkin' but sayin' no names. I know it'll affect some things and people might see no unity in us. I feel that even though we have our differences, and we may be fightin' ever so often, we still can come together and work when it is needed. I don't know if this is true on the other side of town, but here, with me, I'm fine with it as long as I don't get attacked personally, which I do.

Like I said, when I blog, it's to let it out of my system, not to show the world how big a jackass you can be but just to let it out. I fear that if I say it out in people's faces, they won't be able to handle it at all. Trouble will start and everything will go haywire. It already has, no point sayin' what if's and what could's.

Anyways, everything's low now, doubt it'll stay this way. Meeting tomorrow, at 2.

SBM club ink

Guang Zhe's gay tattoo, a butterfly and the words "I'm gay, fuck me!"

He had a slug mon on the other side. All Courtesy of me!

This is Ricky tryin' to draw I don't know what on me.

The aftermath, I see a yingyang, sperm goin' on an egg, a drum set, a guitar, a fish and an explodin' heart. I like the sperm and egg thing.

A bigger picture

This is Ricky's, also courtesy of me, his name and a snake round a sword.

My best tattoo, a mauri-ish tribal on Ken's leg. Rock on!

A nicer picture of it.

Aww, so cute!

Why You Stare At Me

"whoever created my friendster account own up n delete,the police has been notified ,Once They Find Out Who Created The Account, Legal Action Will Be Taken."

Please don't trouble this already troubled child. I've been tryin' to talk to him to knock some sense into him but it's not workin'.

All I got form him so far is, that I sound like Ryan, the police do a wonderful job and they are oin' to drop every other case to search for the fake Hiro Tanaka. Funny thing is, I changed my nick to Anti-Hero recently and I knew he was gonna ask about it since he's psycho. True enough, he did! Ha Ha Ha 'Your nic, why are you anti me?' After explainin' what it meant, 'lol'.

The story after like 10 minutes

- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
no
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
anyway
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
no offense
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
but my problem
Anti-Hero says:
none taken dude
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
stay out of it
Anti-Hero says:
ur problem? dude.. ur gonna get everyone in trouble and its gonna messy...
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
y u think so?
Anti-Hero says:
coz when the police start comin to each and everyone's house to check the com and fins nothing...
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
where got every1 in trouble?
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
relac
Anti-Hero says:
everyon's gonna hate you for all the trouble caused....
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
they wont do such a thing
Anti-Hero says:
then how the police gonna trace?
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
they are not that inefficient
Anti-Hero says:
they need the source computer to do it...
Anti-Hero says:
u got do trackin before?
Anti-Hero says:
not easy u noe..
Anti-Hero says:
they might even confiscate all suspected computers...
Anti-Hero says:
and erase all memory to get the hard drive out...
- Hiro Whoever Who Created The Friendster Account For Me, Delete It.The Police Have Been Notified says:
ur out of ur mind
Anti-Hero says:
dude ur out of ur mind...
Anti-Hero says:
ur crazy....u bring 3 caps to school...
Anti-Hero says:
and now you're gonna ruin someone's future just because of some stupid friendster profile...
Anti-Hero says:
this happens all the time all over the world.. too bad ur famous enough to get it..
- Hiro says:
thats his problem
Anti-Hero says:
they want to see you ge mad and all.. and their childish..
Anti-Hero says:
dont stoop to their level to even retaliate...
Anti-Hero says:
show them that you're better then them and their stupid jokes dont affetc you...
Anti-Hero says:
u there?
- Hiro says:
ya
Anti-Hero says:
take what i say into consideration. coz if u let them get to you.. this will go on for the rest of your life dude...
- Hiro says:
i know
- Hiro says:
anyway
Anti-Hero says:
it might even get worse coz now, one of them got intro trouble because of you..
- Hiro says:
im not affected or angry wid the profile
Anti-Hero says:
then dont even bother....
- Hiro says:
its childish
- Hiro says:
i let the police do the job
Anti-Hero says:
its childish too when u cant solve ur own problems and have to run to someone else to do it...
- Hiro says:
ok so next time
- Hiro says:
some1 rob ur hse
- Hiro says:
dun ever report to the police
Anti-Hero says:
did someone steal anything from you?
Anti-Hero says:
dud now you know why reggie screams at you everytime?
Anti-Hero says:
coz u piss ppl off all the time..
Anti-Hero says:
when we try to help you.. we get this stupid attitude from you....
- Hiro says:
anyway i know i have this problem
- Hiro says:
but its not intentional
Anti-Hero says:
now u noe why the smokin alley talk about u everytime u pass by?
- Hiro says:
y?
Anti-Hero says:
not gonna tell u....
Anti-Hero says:
go find out urself.. or maybe call the police to intorigate everyone there...
Anti-Hero says:
since the police and u so good friend..
Anti-Hero says:
i tryin to help u not get beaten up in school or get laughed at further and i still get this attitude form you..
Anti-Hero says:
you go and carry on ur crusade with the police....hope u find ur fake hiro....
- Hiro says:
how do u define this attitude?
Anti-Hero says:
defiant and psychotic....
- Hiro says:
and how do u define stupid attitude
- Hiro says:
?
Anti-Hero says:
go talkin to the mirror and you'll see all three..
- Hiro says:
tell me
Anti-Hero says:
tell you what?
- Hiro says:
its not intentional all i can say
- Hiro says:
i swear its not intentional
Anti-Hero says:
yes it is.... its so intentional to get the person into trouble...
- Hiro says:
other than the reporting incident
Anti-Hero says:
dei when ppl take that malayboy in ur class...his bag.. and hide it...
Anti-Hero says:
he doesnt go and call the police to find it..
Anti-Hero says:
you cant run to the police or ur parents all the time...
Anti-Hero says:
i got a cousin like you.. everytime runnin to his mother,, we beat him up everytime we see him...
Anti-Hero says:
do you want theat to happen to you?.. i dont want that to happen to you...
Anti-Hero says:
dude. ur a nice guy.. a psycho but nice guy...
- Hiro says:
so can u tell me my problems?
- Hiro says:
wid attitude and such stuff
- Hiro says:
i swear i dont intentionally do it
- Hiro says:
maybe im born this way
Anti-Hero says:
ur problem is that u are crazy... just drop the mater and act normal...
Anti-Hero says:
ur born this way.. but ur destiny is in ut hands...
Anti-Hero says:
you can chnge the way you are... u can be the beter hiro...
- Hiro says:
crazy in what sense?
- Hiro says:
can u define crazy?
Anti-Hero says:
crazy as in u dont let a matter rest.. and u push it way out of context...
Anti-Hero says:
like if someone took ur video.. means ur funny or good lookin.. no need to go and ask ur parents to scold them...
- Hiro says:
other times and other stuff?
Anti-Hero says:
remember last time. in klass when ppl sdisturb u...
Anti-Hero says:
and u went to kai and raman to teach u how to be gangster?
- Hiro says:
it was only a joke
- Hiro says:
seriously
Anti-Hero says:
when u learnt how to be gangster.. u became very suspicsious of ppl around you....
- Hiro says:
im not a gangster in person
Anti-Hero says:
i noe ur not a gangster.. but u go tthat look in ur eye that you're always watchin ppl...
Anti-Hero says:
i dunno if its ur japanese eyes.. or ur just lookin at everyone all the time...
Anti-Hero says:
relax dude.. dont feel so tense around ppl....
Anti-Hero says:
no one is gonna kill you unless he's drunk or mad.. which is very unlikely...
- Hiro says:
im relaxed
Anti-Hero says:
dun act gangster.. act cool...
Anti-Hero says:
like noone can make u angry..
- Hiro says:
is that all?
Anti-Hero says:
u look good.. u got a good hairstyle.. no problem being cool...
- Hiro says:
that gangster 1 is SERIOUSLY a joke
Anti-Hero says:
dei.. i can see ur iner gangster in ur eyes...
- Hiro says:
dis pple interpret it as real?
Anti-Hero says:
yes.. ppl see it as real..
- Hiro says:
I SWEAR the gangster 1 is only a joke
Anti-Hero says:
coz u so quiet.. and when ppl call or talk to u.. u look at them one kinda.. and u dun smile...
Anti-Hero says:
relax okay?... dun worry so much...
Anti-Hero says:
take life a little less tense then u normally do
- Hiro says:
its quite serious the problem
- Hiro says:
even lionel know about it
Anti-Hero says:
wat problem?
- Hiro says:
the gangster 1
- Hiro says:
now i dont act gangster
- Hiro says:
but pple still think im a gangster
- Hiro says:
haizzzzzzzzzz
Anti-Hero says:
good.. now u actin psycho...
- Hiro says:
dunno what to do
Anti-Hero says:
relax.. see u change ur nic already.. thats a good start..
- Hiro says:
ok now can u please define act psycho?
Anti-Hero says:
dun worry.. u slp tonight. tomoro the friendster thing wont affect you so much....
Anti-Hero says:
i really cannot define you as u are in a league of ur own... if u wanna talk about it.. we need to sit down at talk ...
Anti-Hero says:
its hard to talk on msn and my fingers hurt...
- Hiro says:
ok
Anti-Hero says:
relax ya.. anyways my number is XXXXXXXX...
Anti-Hero says:
call me if u wanna talk or anything ya...
- Hiro says:
to me everything is rational thats what i mean by WHAT I DID IS UNINTENTIONAL
- Hiro says:
haizzzzzzzzzzzzz
Anti-Hero says:
okay i see ur point of view...
- Hiro says:
can u help me tell this to others that to me everything is rational thats what i mean by WHAT I DID IS UNINTENTIONAL if it hurts them, make them angry or irritates them
Anti-Hero says:
if its unintentional. why do it on the first place?
- Hiro says:
cos to me its rational
- Hiro says:
its a rational and normal reaction
- Hiro says:
but to others its not
- Hiro says:
like my questions also
Anti-Hero says:
a normal reaction? its not normal to go to the police just because of this...
- Hiro says:
i ask certain questions pple find them stupid or retarded
Anti-Hero says:
if u find that normal. ur not normal..
- Hiro says:
but to me they are not
Anti-Hero says:
everyone asks stupid or retarded questions sometimes..
- Hiro says:
i think i better see some psychiatrist sometime
Anti-Hero says:
its alright.. everyone learns at their own pace...
- Hiro says:
many pple have told me about my problem
Anti-Hero says:
no need psychiatrist all...
- Hiro says:
ur not the 1st one
Anti-Hero says:
u just need to reflect and think about it all...
Anti-Hero says:
if so many ppl tell you.. why u nvr do anything about it?
Anti-Hero says:
y still the same hiro?
- Hiro says:
i dunno whats wrong thats y
Anti-Hero says:
its alright.. dun worry...
Anti-Hero says:
everyone makes mistakes.. its alright...
- Hiro says:
i better get some professional help
- Hiro says:
its really damaging my reputation in school
Anti-Hero says:
just do some personality searchin thats all...
- Hiro says:
i fear that i might get beaten up some day
Anti-Hero says:
take this comin holidays as a time to do a make over...
- Hiro says:
or get bullied
- Hiro says:
or get picked upon
- Hiro says:
or get laughed at
- Hiro says:
all the way in my 3 years in NYP
Anti-Hero says:
then u gotta do something man...take charge of ur reputation!

- Hiro says:
i know
- Hiro says:
but at the mean time
- Hiro says:
can u help me tell others?
- Hiro says:
that everything is not intentional
- Hiro says:
i swear
- Hiro says:
the questions
- Hiro says:
the actions
- Hiro says:
the behaviour
Anti-Hero says:
dude they know its just you. as in ur like that. they got nothing against you...

- Hiro says:
then why are they laughing at me all the time?
Anti-Hero says:
coz ur funny dude...
- Hiro says:
since they know its just me?
Anti-Hero says:
you may not know it but ur funny..
- Hiro says:
and why do i have so many haters in the smoking area?
- Hiro says:
and in school?
- Hiro says:
they must have thought that im intentionally doing such things
- Hiro says:
u get my point?
Anti-Hero says:
they dont hate u...
Anti-Hero says:
noone hates u...
Anti-Hero says:
yet...
- Hiro says:
im afraid that might happen in the future
Anti-Hero says:
then u bettr dun give them a reason to hate you...
- Hiro says:
and i think nows just the begginning
Anti-Hero says:
this police case.. once innocent ppl get caled up by the police and their lives are disrupted..
Anti-Hero says:
ppl are gonna blame you..
Anti-Hero says:
and thing might happen to you...
- Hiro says:
i think the best is that i seek professional help
Anti-Hero says:
okay i ask you.. who took the picture of you?
- Hiro says:
lincoln of my class
- Hiro says:
i remembered it
Anti-Hero says:
then who did he pass the picture to?
- Hiro says:
maybe he created
- Hiro says:
maybe
Anti-Hero says:
did he put it on a blog? or did u put it on ur friendster?
- Hiro says:
i think he put it in my frenster
Anti-Hero says:
thn could be anyone who stole the pic off uf friendster...
Anti-Hero says:
relax.. everything will die down soon don't worry..
- Hiro says:
i mean my frenster is the 1 where pple mock me
Anti-Hero says:
and plase dont be the nxt tammy of nyp by creatin a big whoo haa in school...
Anti-Hero says:
noone mocks you...
- Hiro says:
not my own TRUE frenster cos i dont have a TRUE frenster acc
Anti-Hero says:
thats the reason...
Anti-Hero says:
coz u dont have friendster.. ppl like you so much they want you on friendster..
Anti-Hero says:
go and make ur real acc...
Anti-Hero says:
and tell ppl that that is fake and ur the real hiro..
- Hiro says:
its not that pple like me so much
- Hiro says:
the account MOCKS me
- Hiro says:
i saw its contents
Anti-Hero says:
i saw the shoutout i laughed until i died....
Anti-Hero says:
relax dude. ur funny they just want to make ppl laugh 24/7 instead of just in school..
Anti-Hero says:
anyways.. just go sleep on it. don worry ya..
Anti-Hero says:
im goin off now..
- Hiro says:
ok thanks man
- Hiro says:
bye
Anti-Hero says:
just call or msg me if anything comes up..
Anti-Hero says:
no probs dude.

As of 02:15 Friday morning.

It's already late dear

Friday night

Hey, can we have a meeting on monday to discuss the LTC details?

Sure, I have no problems.

Okay see you on Monday at noon.

Saturday

No word

Sunday

No word

Monday

12:00 Attendance: 1

12:15 Attendance: 1

12:20 Attendance: 1

Where are you guys?

Hmm, we got class at 1 so I don't think we are coming.

Then do you wanna plan the stuff?

Hmm, how about tomorrow?

What time?

Hmm, what was the meeting supposed to be about?

Briefing, t-shirt, fuel, sleepin' arrangements, groups, insrtuctors, freshie callings, list etc.

Okay, we'll be up in 5 minutes.


120 beds, 130+ people. What do you do when you have a situation like this? Just call 90 people lah! I'm very taken back by this. (I don't know why but I've been using this word one too many times when it comes to SBM club) Very unprofessional. The least we can do I feel, is to hold interviews to pick the good 90. If we really can't (which are aren't even tryin') at least call the and inform the rest who we do not 'randomly' choose. Randomly choose? Not something you wanna do when you need people with 'leadership qualities'. I feel that all those people who really have a passion to be an OGL will not the get place and those people who they 'randomly' select will either be damn Gu Niang or will be a no show on the day. We split the forms 3 ways, I called me whole bunch with exceptions of those who don't pick up after 10 calls and don't bother to call back. Which means we got like 40 places filled up. I doubt the other calls have been made because I get messages and calls every now and then askin' me why people were not informed. Same old explaination samd old lines. Over and over again.

Then meeting the same night, spent 15 minutes argueing about sleepin' arrangements when we didn't realised it was already taken care of ( by 'randomly' selecting OGLs). Another meeting this saturday. I hope things can be done by then.

Worst of all, briefing's this friday, tomorrow. At LTD3 at 10a.m. I wonder who will turn up?

Valentine's day was not bad. Helped Kenneth with his Vday shack. Had to be the runner for the day. Came to school. Sprinkled roses on the floor. Placed candles. Watched The Marine. Walked to the main road. Took a cab to Cine. Walked to Subway. Bought some roasted chicken. Walked to Taka. Bought roses along the way. Bought Chocolates. Walked to Cine in the hopes of gettin' a cab. Walked to the taxistand of Hereen. Waited. Came back. Finished watchin' The Marine. Prepared everything. Ice-ed the wine. Prepared the tray. Lighted the candles. Left.

Rushed to Novena. Met Mandy. Drank Lychee. Waited for 6:25. We finally went in after waiting for like a half hour. Ordered the steak while she had lobster and chicken. Soup was nice, the Toufu was okay. Main course was nice of course. The side dish was a little too soft. Mandy spilt sparkin' champaigne all over herhand, after tryin' to twirl the glass around her fnger. Had a glass of wine and tried to steal each other's Mango cheesecake.

The problem with sittin' next to the door is that we could hear the manager scolding people on the phone. Those that didn't turn up or who didn't cancel their reservation got an earful, and we got loads of it. Sittin' near the door also meant that we had to hear the pitiful pleas of people who came late because of 'parking' or 'work'. If I can make it, so can you! Ha Ha Ha.

Walked around United square before havin' a little argument. Made up at Novena MRT, where we first kissed, at the exact same spot.

Travelled down to town to met Lorraine and Pal, not pear-l, pal, the indian version, not the nyp-pals pronounciation.

Best part of the day, I dragged her to the centre of taka, just before the water fountain, and 'propsed' to her. It was nice when everyone clapped. Felt like a scene out of a movie. Then we walked to 7-11 where we slow danced to some song blasting over thr radio.

Went home after that to sing and play the guiter to her. Sugar We're Goin' Down by Fallout Boy.

Found out juicy details about Kenneth's 'event'.

P.S if you see 'virgin blood' on the sheets, its just wine ya! I think............

Just got a message from Janice, 'Calling them later.'

It's already late dear........

'Blog Wars'

It's no use fightin' with you. Like you said, we've known each other for some time. Same class for awhile, same CCA. Same plannin' team, same workin team, same execution team, I'd hold back on my words if I could. I say you , you say me. I'll just stop her and say no more. Like I said, If I see you, I'll say hi, If there's a meetin', I'll be nice. If I blog, it means I'm angry and I'm findin' a non violent way to let it out. I don't really know if you'll stop, but I will.

Like the White Stripes song goes, We're goin' to be friends!

CharChar n ChaiXiong

CharChar n ChaiXiong

Fuckin' funny, laughed my ass of when I read it.

I really dislike it when I ask people questions and they refer me to someone else.

'Dunno, ask Qiu Yan.'
Not sure, ask Qiu Yan.'
'Qiu Yan knows.'

Qiu Yan, where are you? People need you!

The Long Way Home

Had EFMA today. It was the suck. I can bet you'll $20 bucks I'm gonna do badly, real badly. Sean was being a bastard as usual, throwin paper aeroplanes at invigilators. Gomez was the best, foldin' like nobody's business, takin' other people's paper and foldin'.

Caught Little Children with Mandy, nice plot but very lengthy. Had Billy Bombers for lunch/tea. Walked around for a little while before sendin' her home.

Congrats to all new 'O' level holders, may society eat you up and spit you out like the phelgm you are. Hope you guys get whatever school/ institue or diploma you are gunning for.

Mandy got my sickness. I didn't know the flu was an STD.

Transformers!

(pouts!)

The transformation from Nursery reject

To kinda hot girl

Today was a good day

Spent today with Mandy studyin' and playin'. Had a shit load of Mac's for lunch and just slacked away the day. Some dude came in to take a 'computer' which doesn't exist. Char returned the player CSC borrowed. Ali, Ash and Kai dropped by to jam. Kenneth and Jerald came in later to slack.

Had a fun time with her. Thinkin' 'bout the past sometimes rekindle lost passions. We were talkin' about porn and the different ways pornstars moan. For instance, Asian pornstars moan very squeaky-ly whereas 'ang-mohs' or asian american pornstars moan with more umph!

Remember to brush your teeth Ma! (Pause) Cus! Funny shit. Had stingray for dinner once again. I'm quite sad Gold Fac3 didn't get into the finals. I felt they put in the most effort to actually 'tell' a story durin' their dance. Found it quite funny and entertainin'. Hope there's a wildcard round.

Yes, go ahead and make fun of me about likin' Ah lians. It's a birth defect, I can't help it.

This last line is for Matthew

Mohammed Cannon tiu tiu tiu tiu tiu bin Shannon. I can't eat pork, it burns! Halal chicken wings please!

Things always rewind back to best

What I need to say is that, what I did with Luv and Jas were not supposed to be. I'm sorry for not abstainin' from such activities. I'm sorry I hurt Mandy. I'm sorry for not actin' as if I still loved you. I'm sorry for those mean messages and I'm sorry for drawin' all over you yesterday.

Sort of 'dating' Mandy. And made love to her yesterday, after which I fell sick. I still love her, who was I tryin' to kid when I said I didn't. Even dinner tasted better after seein' her for so long.

Smoke bombs were fun last night. Some dumb ass spiked my drink and I woke up with a splittin' headache. Reggie got drunk and Hiro's little commetn made her flare up.

Hiro is a funny guy who brings 3 caps to school to cover his 'ugly' hair. Fahreeq is plannin' an overseas road trip. Hope everyone goes.

hw'y I know?

It's been a long time.

Saw this Milf on the way home in the train, she was in office wear and wearin' stockings. I fuckin' had an erection, I have no idea why. A seriously big hard on. I really have no idea why.

I don't know why but Mandy talks very nicely to me on the phone but just shows so much attitude when people are around. I wonder why she has to pretend infront of people. Just can't stop thinkin' 'bout her. Don't know why.

D-day

My exams start tomorrow and I'm not sure if I've learnt enough. EFMA's really gonna be a killer.

Behind the downfall of every man, lies a woman. Trust me.

Balisong

Your face lights up the sky on the highway.
Someday, you'll share your world with me someday.
You mesmerize me with diamond eyes;
I try to fool myself to think I'll be alright.
But I am losing all control -
My mind, my heart, my body and my soul

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.

To speak or not to; where to begin.
Your great dilemmas I'm finding myself in.
For all I know you only see me as a friend.
I try to tell myself wake up fool; this fairy tale's got to end.

Never in my life have I been more sure,
So come on up to me and close the door.
Nobody's made me feel this way before;
You're everything I wanted and more.



You're everything I wanted

Dear Dinesh

Dear Dinesh, it seems you've finally come to your senses. I don't hate you for what you did. You must have had your reasons. Like I said, it's alright. Let's just put it behind us and move on. I'm still here if you wanna talk.

And I'm glad you spoke to me after what? half a year? Felt a whole lot better. Like all the anger just floated away.

World without Strangers

Went for this girl's birthday party at Pasir Ris. I seriously didn't know her. All know is that she's a regular at smoking alley, so am I. I guess she invited the whole smokin' alley. Of all the people who turned up, only two didn't smoke. First of all, Raman abandoned me at NYP and I had to travel to Hougang all alone. Met up with them and arrived too early. Sat outside the bungalow and watched as the boys destroyed the enivironment with one soccer ball.

After waiting for like an hour, they came and I helped them start the BBQ. Raman was too busy upstairs gettin' fresh. Shah and I were cookin' while Alif was the butter boy. Cooked al night long while waitin' for Jaslyn to come. Was teased about hairy pussies all night. I think I had a like 60 sticks last night. While the BBQ was smokin' so was I. Just replacin' and replacin'. It's like I always had to see a white line in between my lips. Even Wan was shocked and thought I was gona die. Fuckin' smoke machine. The whole night was action upstairs, and cock downstairs. Never was there a time without a couple upstairs. At one point it was 3 couples at a time. Lucky Jas came late.

Finally when Jaslyn came, she was avoidin' me for some reason. Dunno why, but in the end, we did both walked up to the bedroom. Ha Ha Ha Some cocks got drunk and started comin' up to spy on us. Funniest was Kai. Playin' commando with Ali. It was a nice night I would say, cold but nice.

Woke up in the middle of the night to continue my conquest of livin' up to the name of smoke machine. Went back to sleep and woke up around 6 to see Jaslyn off. Nisa went back soon after. Like the nursing boy said; "It is seriously man-power now.".

Then it was time to hear the stories of what happened while I was upstairs with Jas. Kai got drunk, saw a pontianak, got scared, went to red house, got punched and came back to sleep.

Everytime I look at him I still can't believe his mum is a HOD in my secondary school.


This guy in white. I saw him fannin' his BBQ pit at like 7p.m on Friday. When I came out at 6.30am on Saturday he was still pokin' his pit, his empty pit. We were scoldin' him till he had to hide his face.




This is Shah after I told him my adventures with Luvena, fucker got a hard on and was danglin' it in front of everyone. you can still see hint of it.

Kai lives up to 3Ds. Drink, Drunk Drama. Ali was with us for awhile before the guilt of beatin' kai up was too much. We told him to go sleep and not think to much about it.

This is how Wan sleeps. With his hand on his dick.

This is what happens to you when you got 5 bored guys around with nothing to do. We covered him in ice.

This is another fucked sleepin'. Involved in a freekick I see. Nurse boy is in the to left.

Here's Shah tryin' to shove ice down his pants. He could sleep all through it man

The after effect of ice down your pants, the erection! He even walked out of the house with that erection and only noticed when we were all starrin' at it. Fuckin' funny man. He ran in the house and tried to flick it down. Headed down to the pool after that. Wan'a now know as Wan Bird Bird. I'll tell you the entire story if you ask. it's a smokin' alley legend now. Along with stories of Ali whinning about how he fell down and stated bitchin' about it. Fuckin funny one.

We startd laughin' when we saw this sign outside the shop. We were returnin' the BBQ pit to claim back our $20 refund.




When I was walkin' home, I saw this pipe, NEWater runs through here. Below is a picture of where NEWater comes from. Not so proud of Singapore now are we?

I can officially say, I know 3 quarters of the people at smokin' alley now. Seriously, a world without strangers. Had a heart to heart talk with Ben just now. I'm happy with all the things he said and yes he did have a lot of good points.

I distinctively remember talkin' to Jerald, I dunno if It was on the phone or in person. However it happened, I'm glad I have a friend this good who will listen to my heartaches and headaches.

To whom it may concern, please go throw away the snoopy and rose. You don't deserve it.

Girls are evil, either fuck or stay away

Sahara really pissed me off today in the clubroom. You guys don’t wanna help but wanna come and look at forms? Where’s the logic in that? I just finished a 5 hour shift, I’m tired, do I look like I’ll pack the clubroom the moment I walk in?

I’ve been takin’ shit from you since I came into SBM club. I’ve kept quiet all this while I don’t put you down infront of the Subcomm and I don’t do it in front of the Excos either. Why are you so different? Please don’t ever think of playin’ the authority game on me again. So just because you’re the VP, you can take the key away from me because I have my own point of view? You came and played in my playground and you know how it feels. Makes you tear doesn’t it? Don’t play with fire if you can’t stand the heat. I’ve been takin’ sarcastic remarks from you since I don’t know when. When you need the clubroom clean, who do you call? When you need things done, who do you call? When you cock up an event, who do you call? Me, fuckin’ Me! Yet I still have to tolerate this from you.

First time I ever got shit from you was durin’ the SBM outing. Second was at OGL camp meeting. Was givin’ me some shit post and givin’ sarcastic remarks okay just because you were the IC? In the end, who planned most of the events? Gee I wonder who?

Third one was durin’ Orientation debriefin’. Please do take constructive criticism better and don’t shout at people who think differently from you.

Fourth was durin the SBM day performance, was buttin’ in my event and makin decisions for me necessary?

The one that really make me lose all respect for you was durin’ Subcomm orientation. So putting me down in front of the subcomm is your idea of being the ideal VP? I think that was quite low, even for your standard. Maybe that’s why I stooped to your level of shoutin’ at you in front the rest. I apologize for shoutin’ in front of them, but not for shoutin’. Definitely not for shoutin’.

Really lost it when you did it again today. Since you went cryin’ to your friends I’ll be the villain again. I’m so fuckin’ used to it. Wait till people really find out what kind of a person you are. I’m glad I did, lucky Mandy saw it too. I hope the rest sees it too. I even tried to talk to you after the quarrel but then I thought about everything I’ve been through. Guess what? I thought fuck it! Yeah FUCK IT! Like I said, I’ll be nice to you and still talk to you durin’ SBM club time, other then that, forget about it.

To Samantha, I’m not gonna waste my time and subject myself to further heartbreak. Hope you enjoy your own heartbreak. Think it through; you’re givin’ your all for someone who doesn’t even care if you’re home safely, but you throw away someone who is willing to wait an hour in the freezin’ cold for you.

To Charlene, you gotta make your mind up.

To Kenneth, CAmFG.

To Jerald, Decay!

To Mandy, I still think of you now.

To Raman, Hairy Pussy!

To Audrey, don’t fuck it up!

To Luvena, you weren’t much fun come to think of it.

To Dinesh, I’m here if you wanna talk, was always here. Never left.

To everyone else, are you a burner?

This will all fall down like everything else that was
This too shall pass and all of the words we saidWe can't take back
Now every fool in town would've left by now
I can't replace all the wasted days
The memory of your face, I can't help thinkin'
Maybe if we ever coulda kept it all together where would we be
A thousand lost forevers and the promises you never were giving me
Here's what I'm thinking
It won't be the first heart that you break
It won't be the last beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked won't take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world
So tell me one more time
How you're sorry about the way this all went down
You needed to find your space
You needed to still be friends
You needed me to
Call you if I ever couldn't keep it all together you'd comfort me
Tell me but forever and the promises I never should have believed in
Here's what I'm thinking
It won't be the first heart that you break
It won't be the last beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked, won't take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world
Last beautiful girl
It's over now and I've gone withoutCause you're everybody else's girlIt seems to me you'll always be
Everyone else's girl