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Scary Shit.

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They didn't agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday, but in spite their differences. They had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.

So Kiss Me

"Say you'll never ever.. Say you'll never let me go"

Facebook.

I kept my end of the bargain! ha ha ha

Every little thing

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

I still

In my last years with him there were bruises
On my face
In my dawn and new day
I finally got away
But my head's all messed up and he knows
Just what to say
No more dawn and new days
I'm goin back to stay
Why say bye bye
When it only makes me cry
I still
Light up like a candle burnin when he call me up
I still
Melt down like a candle burnin everytime we touch
Oh say what you will
He does me wrong and I should be gone
I still
Be lovin you baby and it's much too much

Common

It’s this thing now, that’s drivin’ me wild
I gotta see what’s up before it gets me down
No it’s not a mystery, it’s everything

She was the type to watch Oprah and the Today Show
Be on the treadmill, uh, like “Ok, go”
Had a body, A body that you can’t pay …
That mean she had some Bs on her but they wasn’t fake though
Had a drive for a drive for Rodeo
She spent pesos on those Lebeaus
Spin class at the gym, strip tease on a pole
She was so obsessed with her body and clothes
To every party she goes, trying hard to be chose
They say it’s hard for a pimp but extra hard for these (hoes)
Reading Us and People Mag, tryna get the scoop
Chasing a actor for a Bentley Coupe
She been through the ball player from the Clippers, then came the pumps
All thinking she number one where she was just a jump-off
Doing all she can for a man and a baby
Driving herself crazy like the astronaut lady

The way it is

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you
Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you
Do what you do down to, down to, down to, down to
I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin to forget you
Love is sweet
I was cryin' when I met you

I tried

Here is my confession

May I be your possession

Girl I need your touch

Your love, kisses and such

ith all my might I try

But I can't deny

I play it off but

I'm dreaming of you

And I'll keep my cool, but I'm fiendin

I try to say goodbye and I choke

I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear

My world crumbles when you are not there

3 simple rules

If I charge, follow me.

If I retreat, kill me.

If I die, avenge me.

'Coz I'm here

When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong,
I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
It's okay.
It's okay.
It's okay-e-ay-e-ay.
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.
'Cause you're my,
you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love,
my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here! Whoa-oh! Stay! Whoa-oh!
Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray!
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

Keep on goin'

You're no different from the one you despise right now, 'coz you're doing the same thing that she is. If you really wanna go on, the I'll have nothing to say.

Ain't no fight

I ain't gonna fight with you.... but why can't you ever go for a clean breakup?

Soulja Girl

Us, there is no us. There is only you... "You made us...", it should be "You made me...", 'coz you're the only one being a h0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oe.

Stories of old

My mum used to read to me this story when I was a young kid.

Once there was an evil emo vodoo witch, who had sex with every guy she saw. One day she met a nice guy, and lied to him about her past and pretended to be an innocent peasent girl. When she felt so bad about keeping it, she broke down and told him everything, but still kept the fact that she was a witch, a real one! He didn't flinch but took it like a man, 'coz it the gentleman's code not to. Then the guy treated her good and everything, but something was amiss. His heart was not with the prostitute/liar/emo vodoowitch but with his old flame. So he ended the courtship with the slut and went back to find his old love. He got back together with her and it went well. Like all fairy tales, the evil prostitute was not happy one bit. And tried to ruin the relationship in any way she could.

She had men to tell towns of the man's treachery and betrayal, but what she didn't realise was that she just couldn't accept the fact that she was not the one. Not the one for anyone, but for her to just go back to her little cave and boil the blood she slit from her wrists, and the food she puked after every meal. She did that and made an evil concoction, thinkin' it would somehow increase her 'non-exsistant' powers. The evil concoction that she cooked up was only the essence of her hatred. Instead of makin' her powerful, it turned her into something far worse than what she was.

She lost her mind at that point of time and did so many bad things that drained her father's soul. She became a full flegded prostitute and even had a threesome with two guys, and actually thought that one of them was falling in love with her! Oh my, the shame brought down on that witch for her stupidity.

The nice man went to find her after hearin' about how far the witch had fallen from grace. He talked her into changin', changin' into someone pure and true. She lied once again.

Now, when the man and his old flame couldn't work out and he promised not to hurt her anymore. The only way he could not hurt her anymore, was to not be together anymore. He did still love her but it was something that couldn't be.

Once again, the evil emo vodoo witch/prostitue/liar/slut/disgraceful daughter had to come out of her cave and stir up trouble in the village. Although she met a new man that she is lyin' to about being a witch. You cannot blame her, for she is her parent's offspring. She is dilusional, for sayin' she cannot be bothered and yet in the same breath, claims she still cares. The emo vodoo witch tries to make it seem like she is on the old flame's side, but please, people, do not fall for her tricks. For she does not fight for girl power, she fights her own dyin' battles. She blames the man for the way she turned out, but sadly, the only person she can blame is the minah she sees in the mirror.

Down comes the rain, right on cue.


A story I felt like telling, depends on whether or not you wanna think as if you're smart enought to hide from me and talk behind my back. Like some guy who calls people on the phone and masturbates, thinkin' he's almighty and hidden. However, I have the upper hand, the brains, and the resources to find things I'm lookin' for. Instead of blaming it on everyone in a frenzy of words. I read somewhere, "and now, someone is back into my life"..... Don't count your scars till you cut yourself darlin'.


'And as for the story of the toys on the shelf..... I have to say it fits the story so perfectly.

Dedicated to Mandy

She was the one who healed the pain
the one who made everything the same.

She was the one by my side,
the one thing that meant joy and pride.

She was the one who stayed by me,
chained me down and yet set me free.

I dedicate this song to you,
'coz I was wrong and made you a fool.
For all the times I sang and you were my fan,
I dedicate this song to you my friend.

She was the one who made me strong,
picked me up and told me when I was wrong.

She was the one to go the distance,
her constant encouragement and persistence.

She was the one saved me from harm,
first look she gave and won me with her charm.

I dediate this song to you,
'coz I was wrong and made you a fool.
For all the times I sang and you were my fan,
I dedicate this song to you my friend.

Now you're gone and there's nothing I can do.
Now I know what we were feeling was true.
Now I know that for tomorrow there will be no clue.

I dedicate this song for you,
'coz I was wrong and made you a fool.
So now you're gone and I'm sayin' sadly,
I dedicate this song to you, oh Mandy.

The toys and their troubles

The toys were sitting on the shelf and one of them whispered to the other.

"Things are still able to be worked out if you have the determination. The reason for her violence shows her love to you. And to lose something that you have been with for years might hurt more than anything else. Yet again if it happened to be a mistake that happened many times in those few years, its you to decide if you want to give up and leave for good or to seriously make a change and leave that problem out of both you and go on together. You're nice and she's even better so to say I'm 16 and many things are what she can give and I can't. So dont put me in a way to stop what things really are meant to be for you. Choose what's best for all of you. And cheer up. It could all happen for a reason. Maybe its just the beginning of something good!"