Toa Payoh Diaries

Dropped by Toa Payoh to see how my favourite godbrother was doin.

He was bored. Talked, Sandman-ed, crapped and killed flies with bazooka fists.

Went down to buy nasi lemak from my nasi lemak girlfriend but she was off so I got her dad instead. We saw our old soccer khaki, shaun. he was wearin' a jersey, guess what he printed behind?

WoShiShaun

I almost coughed all over the man's chicken wings. Stupid is as stupid is.

Days of glory is a nice show, arabian dudes speakin' french fightin' Germans. Quite a nice movie that should have been made a few years ago.

I feel like another DVD right now.

The hiatus begins

Please don't be disappointed in me, I'm forgiving.

How we all change over the experiments

Prima Donna & Apocalypse in toad form

DC Remix

Can I Say

Ricky Lah!

This is my cousin, she was very naughty in IJ TP. She was the nightmare of most teachers. She used to bully Matthew when he was small and she used to bully me too, I think.

WAD? U POKE UR EYE WITH DRUMSTICK? GT VIDEO DOWN ANOT?? hahah ehh u can be cute. u can be cheeky.. can garbage in garbage out. but pls dun jackass ur eye.. lidat how to see chiou chicks??

I know a loser when I see one.

Newsflash

I got beaten up by mandy for tellin' a joke.

Why you should stop making fun of my upside down guitar

The Strat's easy action and narrow neck were also ideally suited to Hendrix's evolving style and enhanced his tremendous dexterity--Hendrix's hands were large enough to fret across all six strings with his thumb, and he could play lead and rhythm parts simultaneously. Another remarkable fact about Hendrix is that he was left-handed, yet used right-handed Stratocasters, playing them upside-down. Hendrix restrung his guitars so that the heavier strings were in their standard position at the top of the neck. He preferred this layout because the tremolo arm and volume and tone controls were more easily accessible above the strings, but it also had an important effect on the sound of his guitar: because of the stagger of the pickups' pole pieces, his lowest string had a bright sound while his highest string had a mellow sound—the opposite of the Strat's intended design. This effect was exaggerated by the slant of the Strat's bridge pickup, and the varying length of the strings behind the nut caused by the Strat's six-a-side headstock.

Saturday's

Today I heard the best shoot of all,

"You pek chek for what? You never even do anything."


Meeting was long and tedious. Afterthe real meeting and all, I still had to stay back for Grand Finale.

Give me one Shi Long clap,

*Piak* "Baby!"

Hi I'm Jacob

Hi I'm Jacob!

I like long walks on the beach and rollerblading.

I like to read books and watch the sun set on weekends.

If you want to get to know me you can always message me!

Ciaos!

Demonology and my day

Satan being cast down after the rebellion of the angels.
Milton's version of Satan in Paradise Lost.

Dante's version of Satan in Divine Comedy.

I'm not sure where I got this from.

If he had been small or puny......

Immortals? We'll put that name to the test.

Spartans, give them nothin but take from them, everything!

Okay like I sad, I've watched this film too mandy times and yes I'm still not sick of it. I even downloaded the entire novel. Just haven't started readin' it yet.

I think this is a legion of Iron Fist Marines. Yes, I'm hooked on Warhammer 40000. I find it fuckin' cool, but al the pieces cost too much.

I love the smell of Napalm in the mornin'

I spent the entire day at home, doin' nothing. Did some shit on the lappy then sat down and watched CSI supreme Thursday. MTV, AXN and Kids' Central made up my afternoon.

Now I'm on the computer and waitin' for people to call me when they said they would call me. Briefin' tomorrow and meeting on Satruday. My entire life revolves around SBM.

I would love to find a P90 one day and use it.

I Bet You Look Good On The Dance Floor

Stop making the eyes at me, I'll stop making the eyes at you
And what it is that surprises me is that I don't really want you to
And your shoulders are frozen (cold as the night)
Oh, but you're an explosion (you're dynamite)
Your name isn't Rio, but I don't care for sand
And lighting the fuse might result in a bang, b-b-bang, go!
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if you're looking for romance or
I don't know what you're looking for
I said*, I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984
From 1984!

I wish you'd stop ignoring me, because it's sending me to despair
Without a sound, yeah, you're calling me, and I don't think it's very fair
That your shoulders are frozen (cold as the night)
Oh, but you're an explosion (you're dynamite)
Your name isn't Rio, but I don't care for sand
Lighting the fuse might result in a bang!
I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if you're looking for romance or
I don't know what you're looking for
I said*, I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984
From 1984!
Oh, there ain't no love, no Montagues or Capulets
Are just banging tunes and DJ sets
and... Dirty dancefloors,
and dreams of naughtiness!

Well, I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
I don't know if you're looking for romance or I don't know what you're looking for
I said*, I bet that you look good on the dancefloor
Dancing to electro-pop like a robot from 1984
From 1984!

Sentimental Shit

This was taken long long ago, and it's on my sister's Friendster. Yes I know, sentimental shit.

Mirco Component Syatem UX-A50

Couple of the month, Apocalypse and the star of MADDD TV.
The one in the green bikins is the 3rd best lookin' girl I saw last week.

This dude has realy long toes.

Only I can carry ouy the KKK look, I have no idea why.

Some poser beng I saw in the bus, reminded me of Mhd Tiu Tiu Tiu Bin Ong

Another look at the future of society.

Location Play ha ha ha

Level 4 Director Ha Ha Ha

Mand can sure join the threesome below! She even has the outfit, just drop the pants baby!

By the way, Kenneth's newphone has GPS, not GPRS but GPS. We will never get lost again.

Dear Lee

Dear Lee,
You are right. Everything in life you go through, it's best to do it yourself. But we are not meant to do everything alone in this world. We always need people around us and it's who is there that counts. I can't promise I'll be there every minute or anything like that. Let's not fool ourselves with such empty promises. I know you hate it and you know I hate it. But know this, you have left a deep impression and I'll be more than glad to help you whenever I can. Don't be worried of 'troubling' me because it's SERIOUSLY ok. You have been a revelation to me, in friendship terms. I know we don't click 100% always but I know there is genuine concern and sincerity inside. That is all that matters to me. I don't expect you to spend 100% time with me. The quantity of time spent is never useful, its the quality.Let's not think about the future and create unnecessary expectations that will weigh our friendship down and strain it. What comes along the way, we'll take it as it comes. Important thing is tenacity and communication. Let's continue to be honest and frank with each other, although the truth can really sting. I know and you know, its the best way for both of us. That has been the cornerstone of our wonderful friendship and let's bask in the moment of fun and happiness. Let's not put added pressure on each other with expectations that are crazy because I feel our friendship was never based on expectations so let's not weigh it down. Im just skeptical about expectations because I have learnt countless lessons on that. You have never been ashamed of me and my crazy actions wheverever and that is all I could really ask for. Likewise for you. When you are down, know that my hand is always there for you to pull. I may not have the greatest amount of strength but I have the determination. In any sense, I WILL be there during your wedding speaking for you but please don't expect a mundane speech, that isn't me hahaha. And I'll have your wolverine figurine and my louder than the dragon CD (do you really enjoy the music or do you feel that's the closest that you can come to having part of me? haha sounded kinda wrong) waiting for you.

Warmest human regards,
Kenneth and his legion of snowgoons



I have to say I'm touched, and I'm grateful that I have a brother like you.

The system has failed

I will offend a lot of people in this post. I hope you accept my sincere apologies and take in note that I'm very emotional right now and that I do not mean any harm or offence. I'm just tryin' to vent out my anger because I really have noone to talk to right now. Mandy's asleep, Nadia's disappeared. Kenneth and Jerald are out and I don't want to spoil their evening..night. I mean morning.

Once again, please accept my apologies.

Mandy is really being the biggest pain in the ass. I'll get to that later.

Much has happened since the last update. So much has happened until I forgot a lot of shit. Got loads of new songs, thanks to this website introduced by Gary.

I try no to regret things in my life. So far, maybe only 2 or 3 things. I hope this one that I'm thinkin' of isn't one I'm gonna regret for the rest of my life.

Brotherhood means a lot to me. So far, I had 'brothers' who run at the first site of trouble. Then there was only me and my pai. Now I got another one, a real one. It takes a lot for me to trust someone. So if I do, it's something good. I just hope nothing goes wrong. I even invited you to my weddings and my funeral on Saturday, you cant turn me down dude.

Sometimes, old things turn up in your life for you to forget about it all over again. Once bitten twice shy. Sometimes, they turn up again to let you redeem yourself, sometimes they come to test you to see if you'll repeat the same mistake.

Saturday was a day when the truth was laid out for all to see. I saw it, Shi Long saw it. I was quite sad at the fact that everyone just walked away like it was the decay of society. Disgusted is the word I'd use. If you want to treat me like an outcast go ahead, I don't see any reason I should prove anything to you guys. I know I'm better, You know I'm better. I can go on and on about this but to no use. I'll just sum it up. They're new, the're your friends, or so we thought. Now we know who are the ones that will stand by each other in real times.

I had your backs. I always wonder if you guys have mine? I'm even skeptical about my pai, because he always wants to run every chance he gets. One thing I learnt all my life, better do it yourself then depend on the anyone else, 'coz you know you will get it done.

Now I shall move on to another topic. You people come with your all lovin' God and your Christian beliefs of lovin' the world.

Hypocrites I'll call you people. With your holy MSN nicks and 'About Me's on Friendster. Why apply it on cyberspace but act so cold in real life? Just because Jesus is only in the bible doesn't mean you can just be passive and pretend to be Christians. If Jesus was really in you, I didn't see him at all.

Do you find it cool to involve yourselves with the 'God label' but not really earning it? I don't go preachin' about God and jumpin' up and down in church. I let my actions show the Jesus in me. I help people instead of standin' in the corner and tellin' people I'm Catholic. New age christianity is insane. I'm no saint, and I'm far from a perfect Christian. However, I don't rush when it comes to communion and rush to get up the bus straight after church. What's the point in wishin' peace durin mass and push the same guy when it comes to goin' up the bus? Seriously, it's insane.

One night I was lookin' through my box if old love letters and knick knacks and I got very sad. All the breakups just came out and hit me all at once. It was nice readin' the nice parts and it felt like shit readin' all the bad parts. Especially the letters from Joanne. Everytime I see her come online I just feel like my heart drops for some strange reason.

Many has been a fuckin' pain in the ass for too fuckin' long. I really don't need all this shit from her but I still take it for some bizaar strange reason. She has the world's most irritatin' attitude and she really thinks she's a princess. Please drop that attitude, it's not gonna get you anywhere in the world. You don't have to lie to me everytime you do, I know what you're up to half of the time.

You won't even say you love me but you can 'make love to me'. I find this really slutty. I find you very slutty. However, there are two sides to the story and I've yet to hear the truth from you because half your words are lies. Like the fuckin' snake you are. I really have no idea what you do behind my back. It's also a wonder how you can just 'forget about it' so very easily, like everyday. I find this very stinky, like your attitude.

However, I'm still crazy for this girl but not for your attitude. I may look at other girls and may kiss and finger others, at the end of the day, she's the one I love. She's the one who makes me smile. She's the one who doesn't take care of me when I'm sick. She's the one who fucks up my life. She's the one who is the centre of all my problems. She's the one who makes me lose all my friends. Yet she's the one who I love. Call it unconditional love, call it whatever you want. You know I love you. You damn well know.

Sam, see what happened? I told you he was no good and now I am proven right. He was playin' both Cheryl and you. I seriously will beat him up, not for you but for every girl out there. I don't know why I do things for you and expect nothing but for you to remember me. Maybe it's because I see my younger self in you and your situation. The faster you let go, the faster you'll be happy. By the way, you're welcome.

I see people around me doing things they like and getting things they want. I'm here with nothing. It's either I cannot manage my money or I'm gettin' too little.

I failed 3 out of 5 subjects. AFA and Stats once again. If my dad doesn't take me out and throws me in the army, I'll see Dr. Badri for 3 semesters now.

300 is a nice film and I've watched it way too many times already.

Dear Mandy, I really enjoyed Seoul Garden on Friday, it was nice to finally sit down and have a meal with you after so long.

Dear Shannon, please stop tryin' to be like Matthew and me because you are growin' up too fast. I love you as a cousin but I'm doing all this for your own good. Don't rush to grow up.

Dear Mei Mei and Apocalypse, I love you two.

Dear Kenneth, I'll never be afraid of being seen with you, unless it's Mandy we're talkin' about.

Dear Matthew, I hope you get into a course you enjoy and not be stuck like me doin' accounts over and over again.

Dear Father and Mother, I cannot tell you that I'll not fail again, what I can tell you guys is that I really did put in effort for this exams. I did study and I did do past year papers, write notes and revise. If you still feel that I'm a let down then I cannot change your mindset. Like what you said mum, hope. Hope is a powerful tool that can motivate you or cause you to crumble.

Dear reader not mentioned in any above paragraphs, well you guys didn't do anything too great of too bad. Congrats!

Dear Cheryl who knows Twaang, Misso, Jude, Sam and Azfar, we may have startd on the wrong foot, if you still wanna be hostile, I can't stop you. The main enemy here is Azfar.

All I can say now is that the system has failed.....

Words from Gee Zee

Alright, that's it.. (after being repeatedly accused of doing things(some very horribly and unlikely that i will even think of doing))

I hereby solemnly declare that..
I am not emo.

I did not harass that small kid on the bus.

and I DID NOT POKE MY EYE WITH DRUM STICKS!!

Anarchy revival

It's been awhile since my last post. Been really busy usin' up my holidays to catch up with people. Hangin' out with dudes like Dinesh, Kenneth, Jerald and 'dude who pokes his eye out'. Been spendin' time with Mandy too.

Battlefield, jammin', lunch, movies, dinner and shit loads of walkin' make up these few weeks.

Singh got a new phone that is so pissin' me off. Sms is sent at 10 and only received at 3:30. What the fuck? "Sony la dei, play somemore turuk turuk on your phone until spoil!"

Dinesh, Kenneth and me all have the same blog skin. Isn't that cool? From now on, our skins are considered the cool skin of the blogger empire. Un-cool people are not allowed to use it unless granted knight-hood by the wildboyz.

Quote of the week, "Behind every lion there's a tiger.".

Raman supposedly went to M'sia, Charlene if you see him pls tell him I'm lookin' for him. I'm wonderin' who is Chris-tiano, Chris from SBM club? Chris Ong my uncle? Christopher Rajan my cousin? Chris Rock the comedian? Chris Sanchez the DJ? Wait, that's Roger Sanchez.....

Anyways, The sweet escape is drilled all the way up my arse which means you'll catch me singin' it and sawyin' from side to side. I saw Mr. Paki/ Mr Khazsastan/ Borat/ Prakash/ Khashif yesterday.

To F to the A to the Hreeq, You are not forgotten at all, let's all meet up one day and gang the fuck out of someone.

The Reunion

We were just sittin' down at Apple's item collection centre at Wheelock when we saw this dude. At that moment I knew it was Kenneth's long lost dad. (Yes, Kenneth is a Singh, a bleached one). We quietly sat behind him and tried to see if he really was Ken's dad.

His neck isn't as hairy as we expected.
Kenneth tryin' to walk up to him to break the news.

In the end, he chickened out and we didn't find out if he really was the father of Kenneth Singh Teck Kiat.

Met up with GZ/ Phedo/ MJ/ Beatle/ Hairy Potter/ Beatle/ guy who pokes his own eye with drum stick/ Guang Zhe, Dinesh, Kenneth and Jerald to celebrate his birthday. Went jammin' then we decided to catch a movie. Mandy met up with us and we caught Hannibal Risin'. Quite a nice show, but I do not think much laymen people will enjoy all the dialouge. It's more for Hannibal fans or people who can think.

I had to run home to meet my curfew which I did, with 5 minutes to spare. Guang Zhe was playin' drus for awhile but he kinda poked his eye and he thought we didn't see it. But we did! Ha Ha Ha

I wanna playe battlefield or go skating or do something. Anything but stayin' at home but everyone's still sleepin'. Fuck!

Anti-Hero quote

I'm not a very people person right now so if I offend anyone in any way, I apologise. If you're unhappy with me please come to me and we'll talk it out.

The blame now lies with you

Az-fuck was to be blamed in the past, he shall feel the wrath of my hockey stick soon. Right now, it lies with you, and only you. Only you love him the way you do and I feel that's the problem, people see it as "Why do you love him after what he did to you?". You see it as, "I still love him". I see it as you're gladly puttin' yourself through all this. I'm a nobody and I'll forever be one. To you, my words just float away, like the anger you have for him.

It's like when I wasn't there to look after you, you went straight back to him, to get hurt and to get played out. It seems like I always have to be there to lead you back to the right path of an Azfuck-less life. You also promised to message me everyday, but I guess you broke that promise too, don't bother explainin' yourself and don't bother doin' anything because I know it don't mean shit.

Seriously, please throw away all those things because I don't feel you should keep them after what you have done and what you havent been doin'.

Please don't say you're sorry because you're NOT

Yo're not one bit.

LTC '07 and anything after that

LTC was okay, apart from all the stupid shit that happened. I was quite enthu about bloggin' about it but it kinda died down after all these days.

In the end, the wildboyz ruled and everyone came out with learnin' loads of shit. It's kinda bad, what happened on Saturday night. I guess everyone will heal and move on in the end.

All the quarrels, all the unhappiness, stays at Camp Christine for me. I'm not bringin' it back.

Met new friends, learnt new things about old friends. It's durin' crunch time that you really see who works and who sits down and does nothing.

Had lunch with Mandy on Sunday and caught Ghost Rider, just felt it moved a little too fast.

Met her on Monday again, had subway with Kenneth in the morning. Had Carl's on Tuesday and we're gonna celebrate Jerald's birthday today.

I changed my friendstr profile, just felt I need a change and start settlin' down.

To Mandy, let's both give it our very best ya?
To Kenneth, It'll be okay and we're all here for you dude.
To Dinesh, It's good reuniting once again.
To Rong Ci, Banga time's over, sadly.
To Darryn, She's a dick addict!
To Xue Li, nice ass! Ha Ha Ha
To Guang Zhe, Slugmon!
To Ricky, Licky, ni hao mah?
To Sam, I hope he continues breakin' your heart and I pray you'll wake up one day.
To Raman, I feel you have really outdone yourself for this camp, keep it up.
To Gary, you're a stupid fuck for not comin'!
To Ryan, I'll let you suck my dick one day.
To Reggie, when's world mohawk day?
To Louanna, I would like a $20-$30 job.
To Cheryl, I love satay, do you?
To Audrey, take the bloody Casio!