Clone Wars-day 7

Oh baby give me one more chance

To show you that i love you

Won't you please send me back in your heart

Oh darlin' I was blind to let you go

There wasn't any lecture today. But I got a call from Benji SQ. He was panickin' already. 'Dude, where's everyone? Today no lecture ah?' I was in the middle of hibernation so I was like, 'Yeah there's no lecture, it's E- learnin' dude.'

Even Lizah messaged me last night, ' Lee, tomoro got lecture or not?' Argh! The lesson plan is in the lecture notes. Look it up. Today was like Sentosa, only that I wasn't in Sentosa. I woke up at like 11:30, had lunch, then watched Triple nine, then slept again, then had dinner, and now I'm online. Cool day huh, real laid back, my kinda style.

What do I want? I want you. Yes you baby, not E or L or A or B or C. You, Y O U. Yea I know I don't show it but I'm gonna do it. I've replaced my Energizers, I've patched my holes and I'm ready to give it another try. I no haf give up!

There's just so much I wanna say to you but words can't describe it. Neither can actions. It's funny, the person who hurts me the most, the person who drives me up the wall everyday, is also the same person who takes away all my pain and sadness.

Gazing at you blanks me out.

I slip away into a world where there's

No yesterday,

No today,

No tomorrow.

No morning,

No night.

Feelings, emotions, fall around me

Like snow in winter.

Cold, I feel cold.

I see your glowing warmth in the distance

But no matter how I try,

I can never reach you.

I miss you

Like the deserts miss the rain.

I've got 21 questions for you.

1) If I fell off tomorrow would you still love me?

2)If I didn't smell so good would you still hug me?

3)If I got locked up and sentenced to a quarter of a century. Could I count on you to be there to support me mentally?

4) If I went back to a Hoopy from a Benz, would you poof! And disappear, like some of my friends?

5)If I was hit and I was hurt would you be my side?

6)If it was time to put in work would you be down to ride?

7)If I ain't rap 'cause I flip burgers in Burger King. Would you be ashamed to tell your friends you're feelin' me?

Err, lets skip the next one yeah?

8)In bed, if I use my tongue, would you like that?

9)If I wrote you a love letter would you write back?

10)Now would you leave me if your father found out I was thugging?

11)Do you believe me when I tell you, you're the one I'm loving

12)Are you mad 'cause I'm asking you 21 questions?

13)Are you my soulmate? 'Cause if so, girl you're a blessing!

14)Do you trust me enough, to tell me your dreams? I'm staring at you tryn' to figure how you got in them jeans

15)If I was down would you say things to make me smile? I treat you how you want to be treated, just teach me how

16)If I was with some other chick and someone happened to see. And when you asked me about it I said, "It wasn't me". Would you believe me?

17)Or up and leave me?

18)How deep is our bond?

19)Would you still love me if I was down and out?

20)Would you still have love for me?

21)I'm sorry, I couldn't find the 21st question.