Clone Wars-Day 6

My baby's sad,

Am I drivin' her mad?

Didn't talk to her today,

Or yesterday.

What's wrong with me,

I'm treatin' her so badly.

I've made a mess,

I've been a jackass.

Of all people, it had to be me,

I'm really sorry.

If I leave here tomorrow, would you still remember me?

For I must be travelling on now,

’Cause there's too many places I've got to see.

But, if I stayed here with you girl,

Things just couldn’t be the same.

Cause I’m as free as a bird now,

And this bird you can not change.

Bye bye baby, its's been a sweet love.

Though this feeling I can’t change.

But please don’t take it badly,

Cause lord knows I’m to blame.

But, if I stayed here with you girl,

Things just couldn’t be the same.

Cause I’m as free as a bird now,And this bird you’ll never change.

And this bird you can not change.

I watched Monster-in-law with Fatin today at Bishan. What a funny show! HaHaHa.

Fatin and I were like laughin' every 5 minutes. Then got this bunch of people behind us. Always laugh late. Like once everyone else stops laughin', then they'll start. Basket. Then Fatin was tellin' me, her friends said that couples should watch this show together. It was only the two of us so the atmosphere was like, this feelin' can't be described in words so you'll have to follow my instructions. Ok, you'll need to move your body upwards and wriggle it left and right and do it very fast, together. Yeah, that was the feelin'. Then we had dinner at Long John's. Dinner, was damn funny. When we went to order our food, they guy behind the counter shouted, Ahoy! It was really loud so Fatin and I looked at each other and started to laugh. Then another guy was practically just standin' there and watchin' us eat. We also laughed at him.

The funniest part was when we had to choose a place to eat. So we were standin' in front of some billboard that was used to promote all the different fast food outlets they had.

It was like Delifrance on top, followed by mac's, then Mos, KFC, then Long John's. So we were kinda spoilt for choice. We didn't know which one to choose, the fatin tried to be funny, ask me to eni meeni miny mow. I thought she was serious 'bout it so i actually did eni meeny miny mow the choices. She burst out laughin' only then did i realise that she was jokin' then I burst out laughin', and everyone was starrin' at us, embarrasin'! As you know we settled for Long John's. Told her the "Please stand behind the yellow line joke." Wahahahaha. Crappy day man.

Saw Ema in Mac Canteen, actually I saw her outside the printin' room but I so wanted to catcha bite durin' the micro econs break. Zai and I then had to walk all the way through the teachers' rooms. Linin' up, I turned around, guess who was there. Yes Ema, I was like shocked, but luckily I was able to open my mouth to say hi. Luckily she said hi too, means she still remembers me.

I feel so bad. I broke her heart. I admit, I was a jerk, a real brainless one. She's a really really nice girl. Pretty, smart, outspoken, friendly, caring, charming. She's like a girl fresh out of a dream.

Joanne left for Australia I think, Singapore's finally free of another bitch! HaHaHa Hope she doesn't come back.

But my heart lies somewhere else.

Does it lie where it should be?

Is it being wasted on another dream?

A dream that seems too real?

Too many dreams have my heart been with, too many.

I don't want another dream.

I want someone I can hold and say that I belong to her.

Someone to rest my tired soul with.

Someone that will always be there.

Someone who won't break my heart.

Someone who will love me.

Baby where are you?

It hurts so bad inside.

Take my pain away.

Take me away.