Friday, April 06, 2007

To you

I don't regret being your friend, I just fuckin regret lettin' you into my life so much. I never wanted another Dinesh problem. Looks like it is right now.

It's always the people closests to you that hurt you the most. I was always there when you needed a friend, right now, when I need one the most. Where is everybody? I ask myself, where are you?

It happened one year ago, when I was misunderstood, misunderstood so fuckin' much I lost a friend. Now it happens again.

How did you feel when CJ kept the news from you? I guess you now know how I feel.

I cannot pinpoint the word I'm lookin' for. It's not betrayal, it's not anger, it's not sadness. I guess it's all plus a whole lot more.

I'm askin' myself this stupid question now, we were there for each other when we were down. Right now, when it's the worst. Where are we? We're not helpin' each other.

I don't wanna lose contact with you now and restart later and feel a whole lot of wierdness. I don't wanna go through it again.

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